Trembling With Fear 01-05-25
Greetings, children of the dark. I didn’t like writing ‘25’ at the top of this week’s edition. It feels like 2025 is the far-future, the sort of year that dystopian films are set in, all grimy and neon and rainy and dark. And, I guess, that’s kinda the world we’re living in (just less replicants).
But I’ll admit it, dear reader: I’m feeling old. Like, really old. It didn’t help that the last half of 2024 just blazed past me and I never really noticed. It feels like I’ve spent much of recent history chasing my tail, trying to catch up, never quite getting done what I want to get done because there’s always something I’m running behind on. Heck – if you’ve submitted a short story in one of our recent open windows, you’ll know how far behind I am! (I’m sorry, I promise to do better this year.)
So what can I do about it? Change my mindset, sure. Make plans. Set goals. But my neurodivergent brain just won’t work that way. Any goals I set become things to avoid. Plans are changeable; mindset feels like it never will change. So my not-goal – my vague wave at a new way of living – for 2025 is to do better. No SMART goal here; no hard metrics I can rail against. I just want to do a bit better than I have been lately. I’m hoping my freelance work situation will settle a bit this month and I’ll be able to have some dedicated time to do all of my volunteering AND actually do my own writing. I said this time last year that I wanted to submit short stories and never did. This year, I’m just going to try to make time to write and see what happens. I need to be mindful that I’m still in burnout/breakdown recovery – yes, three years later; these things take way longer than I thought they would! – and not push myself. I need to be conservative with my energy. But I also need to not go into trances and doomscroll and spend time staring at walls and ceilings anymore.
I have a funny feeling my lack of action is contributing to those feelings of ancient-ness – and I’m not a centuries-old vampire ffs! I’m just a middle-aged Australian who’s facing a new phase in life and kinda not handling it well, but I’m trying to retain and regain some hope. To help with that, I asked TWF Towers’ own Vicky Brewster to take a look at an old manuscript I wrote for the 3 Day Novel competition a few years ago; they’ve given me feedback and didn’t tell me to chuck it in the trash because it’s useless, so now it’s up to me to decide what to do with it. The story feels a bit zeitgeist-y for now, but it’s also not my usual style or genre so will see what happens with it. I also still have my Victorian occult thing kicking around, and an even older folk horror set in the Aussie outback. These all have legs; I just need to get my fingers tapping on them. Or maybe I need something shiny and new to get me out of the creative rut. I did have a brainwave at Fantasycon last year and decided I needed to write some vampire smut, so maybe that’s my way back? Heaven help us all if that’s the case!
Anyways, enough of my New Years ranting; let’s get to why you’re making this visit to TWF Towers: our first edition of 2025. This week’s main course takes us into the world of R.H. Stevens, where we find a lonely operator on their last job of a rainy evening. That’s followed by the short, sharp speculations of:
- Penny Brazier’s twisted warning to local children,
- Corinne Pollard’s magical mayhem, and
- Robert Allen Lupton’s deep-space exploration.
Before we leave you to it, though, permit me a plug or two? My next Writing the Occult event happens on Saturday 18 January, and this time we’re tackling the uncanny with a rainbow hammer. Want to learn more about the uncanny valley, doppelgangers, creepy dolls, and how the uncanny goes beyond horror and into all of speculative fiction? Details are at writingtheoccult.carrd.co.
Also, my work with the British Fantasy Society continues. (Have you joined yet? You really should – you don’t have to be British, and you don’t even have to be a writer! All fans of the speculative world are welcome.) Next Saturday I’m hosting a panel discussion about heroes and villains as part of the first virtual event of the year, all about crafting complex, believable and relatable characters. It’s free to BFS members and just £5 (about US$6.20) for everyone else. Get full details of who’s speaking, as well as your tickets, over here.
Oh, and finally, in case you missed it over the holidays, we’re looking for two new volunteers to move into TWF Towers! Could it be you? In short, we seek a replacement as well as someone to step into a new role.
Over to you, Stuart.
PS Happy new year, or just happy Sunday, depending on how you feel about these things!
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Hi all.
Happy New Year, one and all! I hope this update finds you well. For our super-late yearly Trembling With Fear release, we’ve begged Steph to come back and compile one last outing of it as our last editor who was working on it hasn’t had the free time she thought she would have. Internally, we have someone else tapped for next year’s which we’re going to be starting in on early to hopefully never have this problem again. *twitches*
Outside of that, we’re currently trying to finalize getting the new theme together and exploring new hosting options as, even with a more streamlined theme, we may have outgrown our current host. Figures! So, a whole lot of changes might be coming up soon that will hopefully make everything easier to get to and a lot quicker on top of it.
On a personal writing note, I was able to submit a new short story, figure out what else I’d like to submit to this January, and get a bunch more editing, writing, and moving forward on a couple of novellas all in the works. Hopefully, this pace can continue!
Now, for the standards:
- Thank you so much to everyone who has become a Patreon for Horror Tree. We honestly couldn’t make it without you all!
- Be sure to order a copy of Shadowed Realms on Amazon, we’d love for you to check it out and leave a review!
Offhand, if you’ve ordered Trembling With Fear Volume 6, we’d appreciate a review!
For those who are looking to connect with Horror Tree as we’re not really active on Twitter anymore, we’re also in BlueSky and Threads. *I* am also now on BlueSky and Threads.
R.H. Stevens
R.H. Stevens is a professional designer with a background in illustration. In her spare time she writes and illustrates an ongoing sci-fi series which is primarily published through her website at www.zirconaworks.com. She currently works as a game designer so she can save money for a trip to Mars.
Last Job of the Night, by R.H. Stevens
The sound of Verona’s car door shutting was emphatic in the cold, clear night. A recent downpour had made the smooth black road reflect the overhead street lamps, and filled the air with the scent of petrichor.
Her intended destination, 117 Adelaide Avenue, was located directly across from where she’d parked. Like most of the other houses on the street, it was high-set with a partial veranda and gabled roof which stretched up into the darkness. It stood out among its fellows only because the lights were still on inside. Those yellow rectangles of loneliness were like a beacon for Verona, and she followed them across the street and to the front door.
Verona didn’t even have to knock; at her approach, the door swung open to reveal a diminutive man gazing up at her with anxious blue eyes.
“Aubrey Matheson?” Verona asked.
“Yes, yes, please do come in,” Aubrey replied, taking a step back to allow Verona over the threshold.
The interior of the house was neat and cozy, lit by vintage light fixtures set into the ceiling. Verona’s red stilettos sank into the thick carpeting as she ventured further into the entrance. Her eyes may have appeared diffident, but as she glanced around, she mentally catalogued every part of the house, from exits to valuables to possible weapons.
“You’re very pretty,” Aubrey said with a tight smile, closing the door behind them and locking it. “You didn’t say you were so pretty in our phone calls.”
Verona smiled back with red lips, calculating eyes alighting on him next. Aubrey had stated he was 75, but he looked older than that. Perhaps it was the down-turned mouth or the rounded posture, as though he were turning in on himself. The only vestige he had of a more beautiful youth was the thick, well-coiffed white hair he had on his head.
“I, uh–I have the money here,” Aubrey said, wringing his hands slightly and opening the third drawer of a mahogany console table. Inside, Verona could clearly see a thick wad of bills, bound up with an elastic band.
“Do you–do you want this now, or after?” Aubrey asked, swallowing so hard Verona could see his Adam’s apple bob under the wrinkled skin.
“After is fine,” Verona smiled wider. “So. Where do you want me?”
Aubrey stared at her, eyes cutting away. “In… the bedroom. If that’s okay.”
Verona nodded and followed him as he ascended the nearby staircase. Each step looked like it required some effort; he had to steady himself on the balustrade railing. Verona trailed after him, inspecting the picture frames upon the walls.
Most of the photos showed Aubrey with what Verona assumed was his late wife, across various ages and locations. Aubrey and his wife on safari. At the beach. His wife, beatific and joyous, with a newborn in her arms. An older version of the couple having drinks with friends on the veranda. A complete record of a life well-lived.
The curtains in the master bedroom were partially open, allowing moonlight to illuminate the room and reveal its orderly contents. His wife’s hairbrush and folded nightgown still waited on the left bedside table. On the other table sat a collection of orange pill-bottles, an empty glass, and a senior’s emergency pendant.
Aubrey sat down on the bed with a sigh and looked up at her expectantly.
“Are you okay?” Verona asked, tossing her hair back from her shoulders. “There’s no pressure, you know.”
Aubrey shook his head, lips quivering. “I want this. Please. I’m sick. It won’t get any better. Let me rest.”
There was a trilling meow, and suddenly a siamese cat was winding around Verona’s legs. She picked up the cat with delight and cooed at it.
“That’s Bobby. You can have him, if you want,” Aubrey said, as Verona planted a kiss on the cat’s head and left a mark from her lipstick on its fur.
“Couldn’t say no,” Verona replied, setting the cat down and coming to sit beside Aubrey on the bed.
Verona raked her eyes over him, committing to memory the deep lines of his face, the rounded jaw. She could see the young man he had once been in the aged face. She could hear his heartbeat racing behind his skin.
“Please,” Aubrey repeated, leaning closer. Tears had bubbled in his eyes, and one escaped his eyelashes to slide down his pale cheek.
Verona took his head between her hands, looking deep into his eyes. She urged him into a lull with a wordless command. Aubrey’s eyelids fell to half-mast. His mouth slackened. Verona held his limp form close, and then tilted him backwards just slightly–to expose the column of his throat. She could sense his pulse beating behind the skin. The blood rushing through his veins.
Verona opened her mouth, her sharp fangs glinting like knives in the moonlight, and struck.
Toothless
“We don’t have the tooth fairy around here,” said the old lady in the sweet shop on the pier. She had pink hair and bangles.
I looked at the bloody white pebble in the palm of my hand. A molar, wrenched loose by a piece of toffee I’d just bought with my holiday money.
“We have Naughty Jack,” she said. “If you’ve been good, he’ll take your tooth from under your pillow and leave a shiny gold coin.”
“And if I haven’t?” I asked.“He’ll take the rest of your teeth instead.”
She laughed. Then she opened her mouth wide.
Penny Brazier
Penny Brazier is a weary freelance copywriter with long-buried creative aspirations that are slowly reanimating and crawling out of their graves. Also messes around in loud bands. Follow on Instagram @penthemighty and on Substack – Word and Guitar.
The Big Finale
Magical Mason was on a roll. There were no mishaps with his card tricks, no burnt fingers from his flash paper, and no child crying for birthday cake.
Ready for his big finale, he swiped the top hat onto the table and recited his lines while swinging his wand. He tapped the hat’s rim and dramatically reached inside.
The children squealed, but then screeches erupted.
Magical Mason released the white rabbit’s ears and stared.
The decapitated head rolled back into the hat to reattach itself to the rest of its body.
Magical Mason was certain his pet winked at him.
Corinne Pollard
Corinne Pollard is a disabled UK horror and dark fantasy writer, published in Black Hare Press, Carnage House Publishing, Three Cousins Publishing, The Ravens Quoth Press, Raven Tale Publishing, A Coup of Owls Press, and The Stygian Lepus. Corinne writes reviews and the weekly newsletter for The Horror Tree. Follow her dark world on Twitter, Threads, and Instagram: @CorinnePWriter
Outer Limits
The warning protocol jarred the two astronauts from hypersleep. They immediately reviewed the data stream. Campbell said, “Scans have detected an invisible barrier just beyond the Kuiper Belt.”
McConnell shrugged, “Just change course and go around it.”
“I’m shifting our course three degrees starboard,” said Campbell. It didn’t help. No matter his changes, the clear barrier remained an unbroken spherical wall blocking every new heading he tried.”
McConnell asked, “What do we do now?”
“I guess we go home. I hope folks back on Earth won’t be too shaken up, but our solar system is just a gigantic snow globe.”
Robert Allen Lupton
Robert Allen Lupton is retired and lives in New Mexico where he is a commercial hot air balloon pilot. Robert runs and writes every day, but not necessarily in that order. Over 180 of his short stories have been published in various anthologies. More than 1600 drabbles based on the worlds of Edgar Rice Burroughs and several articles are available online at www.erbzine.com. His novel, Foxborn, was published in April 2017 and the sequel, Dragonborn, in June 2018. His third novel, Dejanna of the Double Star was published in the fall of 2019 as was his anthology, Feral, It Takes a Forest. He co-edited the Three Cousins Anthology, Are You A Robot? in 2022. He has five short story collections, Running Into Trouble, Through A Wine Glass Darkly, Strong Spirits, Hello Darkness,and The Marvin Chronicles. Visit his Amazon author’s page for current information about his stories and books. Like or follow him on Facebook, follow him on Twitter, or visit his website.
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Lauren McMenemy wears many hats: Editor-in-Chief at Trembling With Fear for horrortree.com; PR and marketing for the British Fantasy Society; founder of the Society of Ink Slingers; curator of the Writing the Occult virtual events. With 25+ years as a professional writer across journalism, marketing, and communications, Lauren also works as a coach and mentor to writers looking to achieve goals, get accountability, or get support with their marketing efforts. She writes gothic and folk horror stories for her own amusement, and is currently working on a novel set in the world of the Victorian occult. You’ll find Lauren haunting south London, where she lives with her Doctor Who-obsessed husband, the ghost of their aged black house rabbit, and the entity that lives in the walls.